elaine tansley 19th May 2009

When tomorrow starts without me,and im not there to see,if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me,i wish so much you wouldnt cry the way you did today,while thinking of the many things we didnt get to say,i know how much you love me,as much as i love you and each time you think of i know you will miss me to,but when tommorow starts without me please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,and said my place is ready in heaven far above and that i had to leave behind all those i dearly love,but as i turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye for all my life id always thought i didnt want to die i had so much to live for so much yet to do it seemed almost impossible that i was leaving you i thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad i thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had if i could relive yesterday just even for awhile id say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile but then i fully realised that this could never be for emptiness and memories would take the place of me and when i thought of worldly things i might miss come tommorow i thought of you and when i did my heart was filled with sorrow,but when i walked through heavens gates i felt so much at home when god looked at me from his great golden throne he said this is eternity all ive promised you today your life on earth is past but today it starts anew i promise no tommorows but today will always last and since each days the same theres no longing for the past so when tommorow starts without me dont think we are far apart for everytime you think of me im right here in your heart LOVE YOU ALWAYS DAD LOVE ELAINE xxxxxxxxx